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Shine on, you crazy diamond.
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| so i'm pretty much done with this "journal" of mine.
but if any of you whom actually reads this piece of shit, you can still check up on me on my DA account.
but other wise, this thing's done. | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment   |
| | Current Music: | rupert holmes- if you like pina coladas | | Security: | | | Subject: | damn it all... | | Time: | 11:15 pm | | Current Mood: | sleepy |
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| so tomorrow's the band concert.... and it's gonna suck 'cause the frosh suck and we have one song that'll make the entire concert suck and it's all gonna og to hell....
wonder what concerts will be like next year... what a scary thought o_o'''
and i'm done for the night. i got reading i gotta do
paix et amour,
b e c k y | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | rupert holmes- if you like pina coladas | | Security: | | | Subject: | hm... | | Time: | 09:33 pm | | Current Mood: | yeah whatever... |
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| it's all just a huge conspiracy.... all of it is....
no matter where you turn, who you talk to, whoever you seem to pass as you walk on by thinking it's all okay....
you're wrong....
it's all just a fucking conspiracy.......because no one has enough time to realise that so it makes it seem like it's just a lil dent, a lil loophole....
think what you might but you're still wrong.....
we all are | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | orgy- blue monday | | Security: | | | Subject: | blargh.... | | Time: | 10:27 pm | | Current Mood: | . . . dead . . . |
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| i really don't wanna go to school tomorrow... i feel like shit, i think i have mono because my lymph nodes are swollen to the size of half a pingpong ball, and just tomorrow's.... eh.... whatever....
so the full band rehearsal was really good. better than i thought. only bad thing was was when kyle fucking lost the music... again.... so 4 of us had to look off of one stand... but besides that it's comin' along pretty good. we have less than a week soooo... yeah...
speaking of band and stuff, we finally met our new band director. he seems like a pretty cool guy. it's gonna be difficult getting used to his "style" of teaching and such... considering he's friends with our "neighbors to the west".... and since he's friends with 'im, he's gonna want our band to be better than theirs', which, i highly doubt will happen but ya never know. but overall it seems like next year's gonna be one good year. saweet.
well, i have an enormous headache... and i highly doubt i'll get any sleep tonight despite how tired i am... bummer....
'til next time,
paix et amour,
b e c k y | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | The Beatles- Black Bird | | Security: | | | Subject: | smashing.... | | Time: | 08:54 pm | | Current Mood: | mellow |
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| to put it rather simply, katie's party was AMAZING!!!!!!! got to see everybody again except for Ronni. apparently she had to work. damn. wanted to see what she was exactly doin' with her life.
so basically nobody except bridget and megan remember anything... which is just fuckin' great but from what they said nothin' all that bad happened. last thing i remembered was making a toast to katie and to life and the rest is just lil splotches of stuff. one of them gaining slight conscienceness and throwing up everywhere... to stumbling to the woods trying to find katie and bridget... to lighting up a cigarette.... to carrying katie home. after i collapsed on katie's bed, we all sat ((more like sprawled out everywhere...)) and talked about stuff. nothing in particular. just to what we might've remembered. i think megan and bridget were first to fall asleep. or something.... idk whatever.
but overall, the party was awesome. this morning when we woke up, we finished watching Saw, which, happened to be a good movie. wasn't scary. just a normal thriller. then after that chilled and watched spongebob while having a hangover.
life couldn't be any more better right now :)
just feeling groovy ^_^
muchos love everybody. paix et amour,
becky | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | panic! at the disco- the only difference | | Security: | | | Subject: | death cab for cutie | | Time: | 05:35 pm | | Current Mood: | confused |
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| Title and registration
The glove compartment is inaccurately named
And everybody knows it.
So i'm proposing a swift orderly change.
Cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm
And all i find are souvenirs from better times
Before the gleam of your taillights fading east
To find yourself a better life.
I was searching for some legal document
As the rain beat down on the hood
When i stumbled upon pictures i tried to forget
And that's how this idea was drilled into my head
Cause it's too important
To stay the way it's been
There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night
There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night (up all night)
When i'm lying awake at night. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | fort minor- where did you go | | Security: | | | Subject: | . . . | | Time: | 11:13 pm | | Current Mood: | scared/worried |
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| i'm losing it...
i'm absolutally losing it.... | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | Aiden- Die romantic | | Security: | | | Subject: | new stoof :D | | Time: | 08:51 pm | | Current Mood: | *gasp* |
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| as you can clearly see, i changed the layout n' everything from the pinkfloyd stuff. don't get me wrong, i still love pinkfloyd to death... but i needed a lil change here n' there. that's the way it goes o-o
on another note, mom n' i rented Memoirs of a Geisha. DAMN GOOD MOVIE..... honestly, i recommend it to anybody and everybody. kinda confusing at first but i understood it much mor ebetter the second time 'round.
alicia n' i rented another movie as well. it's called Derailed. it looked like a sappy chick-flic at first but that changed rather suddenly. it was more like a thriller/mystery/? kinda movie. overall very good as well.
anyway, i'm setting Slaughterhouse-Five aside for a while and starting Hocus Pocus. i started reading that at Borders and instantly fell in love with it. Unfortunitly i can't read it tonight 'cause I forgot to grab it after my detention today -_-'' idk they're not as bad as everyone says they are. kinda like being suspended. hard on your mind for a while then you settle in. damn it all.
Research paper's comin' along good. it's stressin' me out alil bit but that's typical. doesn't blind me like it does to most people.... which... i suppose is a great thing, no?
Well, i'm gonna work on my homework and then prolly take more useless quizzes and such.
'til next time.
paix et amour,
becky
might as well post one of the quiz results now o_o''' i'm so fucking lame i LOVE IT....
| You Are An Extrovert! | 
You have a ton of friends, perhaps more friends than anyone you know.
Nothing to do on Friday night? No problem for you to find the action.
You're friendly, easy to know, and you seem to get along with almost everyone.
You love to express yourself - and everyone knows a good deal about you.
Whether you're giving your opinion or sharing your dreams, you don't keep anything in. |
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|  | You scored as Soccer. You should play soccer- you'll have to run some, but its worth it if you get to shoot a goal. Soccer requires teamwork and endurance.
Track | | 67% | Football | | 67% | Soccer | | 67% | Tennis | | 58% | Baseball | | 50% | Lacrosse | | 50% | Volleyball | | 50% | Golf | | 42% | Softball | | 42% | Ice Hockey | | 42% | Field hockey | | 33% | Swimming | | 17% | Basketball | | 8% | </td>
What sport are you meant for??
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((funny... i just may be doing this next year... ((Thanks for the encouragement kathleen!!!!! ^_^!))
| You scored as industrial.
industrial | | 75% | reggae | | 70% | Punk | | 65% | Pop Punk | | 65% | ska | | 55% | metal | | 50% | grunge | | 40% | mainstream rock | | 40% | Indie | | 40% | classic rock | | 35% | country | | 30% | Pop | | 25% | rap | | 25% | Emo | | 25% | </td>
what breed of music are you?
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 | You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.
Eyes full of Pain | | 67% | Mysterious | | 42% | Passion | | 33% | Diamond Eyes | | 17% | </td>
What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)
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((that was straight forward o_o''))
| Your Love Life Secrets Are | 
Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.
You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?
You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.
In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.
Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go. |
| You Are Sunshine | 
Soothing and calm
You are often held up by others as the ideal
But too much of you, and they'll get burned
You are best known for: your warmth
Your dominant state: connecting |
| You Are Noon | 
You are upbeat, ambitious, and never at loss for energy.
You have a lot that drives you in life. The desire to be the best, and a secret hope of fame and power.
And while you definitely have a Type A personality, you are still fun to be around.
You have a ton of charisma and a genuine interest in others. You are adored by many. |
| You Are 88% Open Minded | 
You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out!
Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand.
You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting.
You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself. |
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| | Current Music: | Simon and Garfunkyl((i cant spell...))- Free Bird | | Security: | | | Subject: | pointless ramblings ^_^ | | Time: | 06:30 pm | | Current Mood: | optimistic |
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| so katie decided to postpone the party to next week...which... is a really good thing 'cause my dad says that lately gretchan's been more bitchy than usual -_- so fuck that.
hmm...what else...uhh.. oh yeah! my grades are actually comin' along very well. only bad grade I have is in Biology ((typical)) so besides that everything else is pretty damn good.
Chris finally got a new gf ^_^ she's a really nice person. her name's Bergen ((weird name, i know. i think it's cool.)). she lives right down the street and we're becoming pretty good friends. I love gettin' ppl together :)
Ryan's not everything he turned out to be so.... that's a no-go. Kevin's doin' just fine. i've finally convinced myself that he's just a brother figure to me so we're pushin' that aside for a while. and uhh.... ya know? for once, i'm actually really content being single. you get more freedom and you save a helluva lot more money! plus you can flirt with just 'bout everybody so all's good.
((back to the katie topic...)) it'll be weird seeing everybody again. Megan, Bridget, and Ronni n' all..I mean, it's been a year since i've seen Bridget and Ronni. and Megan was uhh.. i think the berea christmas band concert...thing... which that was a while ago, too. maybe they'll like the way i changed? maybe they'll hate it... eh, guess we'll see how it goes.
uhh..... i'm outta things to say..... so yeah... i'm a head out.
paix et amour,
becky | | comments: Leave a comment |
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